AT TIMES LIKE THIS

Season differ, time changes,
weather fluctuates,
 We ain't any different from these comparisons

The weather so dull and cool
 I ain't any opposite of it,
 There is still the dullness in me
My acting almost goes like that of the cloud

The only difference is, I feel the time tick even fast
But the weather doesn't tell me that,
My body feels like the day just started
but that not minding my person is very conscious of the time and how fast it ticks

At times like this everything hurts,
 I feel that once, difference I notice again!!! 
 The coolness of the weather brings joy to the plants and make the leaves sing for joy
And at times like this I really do not know which to do,
 To make a decision which is to be happy or sad, or a choice to forever be happy.